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Staring at the quantum mirror, I think about the man I love. Smiling, I realize that I've loved him from the moment I met him. Sighing, I run a hand through my hair. Looking up, I smile at the Colonel as he walks into the room.

"Captain..."

"Sir."

"He'll come home."

"I know that sir, it's just..."

"It's just what?"

"It's just he deserves to be home. This home not some reality where...where...." My voice cracks as a sob rises to the surface.

"I know, Carter. I know."

Looking at the Colonel, I let out another shuttering breath. "Sir, what happened? Why did the mirror just shut off? Why can't we get the device to work so we can get him home?"

I feel strong arms wrap around me before he replies. "I don't know."

Taking a step back, I mentally shake myself. *Carter, you're a Captain in the Air Force. Act like it.* Seeing the Colonel's expression I ask. "What is it, sir?"

"You Carter. It's alright to be upset."

"I know sir, but..."

"Ah...no 'buts.' You may be in the military Carter, but you're human as well. You may not see it on the outside, but on the inside, I'm just as upset as you are. To be totally honest, we all are. Daniel is out there and we are going to figure out a way to get him home."

Smiling, I wipe the tears from my cheeks. "Yes, sir."

"Good. Now go get some sleep."

"No, sir. I couldn't sleep if I tried. I'll be fine."

I hear him sigh and shake his head as he leaves. He means well, but I can't leave. What if Daniel was to come home and I'm not here? I would never forgive myself. I sigh and sit down. I make myself comfortable for another long night.

Glancing at my watch, I sadly realize that only two hours has gone by since the Colonel left. In that time, all has been quiet, and the mirror silent. Shifting in my uncomfortable chair, I look at the mirror for the thousandth time. What I see nearly causes me to fall out of the chair. Standing there in front of me is Daniel. Standing up quickly, I give the order not to fire. Walking in front of the mirror, I smile at him. He returns the smile and I feel my knees get weak.

Motioning with my hand, I tell him to come home. He looks at my face again then his eyes shift to my name on my uniform. When I see him frown, I frown.. What's wrong? Why doesn't he come home where he belongs?

The silence in the room becomes deafening. Time slows down to a crawl. As I watch, my heart breaks when he waves and slowly reaches down to the device.. 'No' my mind screams. I can't lose him again.

As I watch, all hell breaks lose. A band of Jaffa come storming into the room where Daniel is. I take action when one of the Jaffa strikes Daniel in the face causing him to hit his head against the opposite wall. Getting the airman in the room, we all touch the mirror. Arriving on the other side, we take the Jaffa by surprise. Winning the short battle, we take Daniel and go home leaving the mirror device behind. Reaching our side of the mirror, I grab our device and shut the mirror off. *Strange that the device works now.*

Giving the mirror not another moment's glance, I run out the door following the airman carrying Daniel. Arriving at the infirmary, I smile at Janet's surprised expression. Sitting down in one of the uncomfortable chairs, I prepare for the wait. A few minutes later, Janet takes a seat beside me.

"Well Janet, how is he?"

"Until he wakes up, I really won't know. What I do know is he has a deep gash on his cheek. He also has a bruise over his left eye. The gash doesn't have me worried. It's the bruise over his eye, and the fact that he isn't waking up."

I stare at my friend as I take in all this information. "Janet, are you saying that Daniel could have a brain aneurysm?"

"Well, I'm hoping it's nothing that drastic, Sam, but I can't rule it out. He could have a number of things including amnesia."

I look at the bed where my friend and the man I love lays. God wouldn't be that cruel to wipe out his memories of his friends...of me, would he? Closing my eyes, I send up a silent prayer. He has to be alright. Daniel has made it through worse situations than this. Opening my eyes again, I see that Janet left me to be alone with Daniel. Smiling gratefully, I wipe the new tears that have formed and take one of Daniel's hands into my own.

"Daniel, I'm sorry I waited so long to tell you this, but I love you so much.. I've loved you from the first day I met you on Abydos."

Dropping my head silently to the bed, I fall into a much needed sleep. Waking up, I lift my head and look into Daniel's bright blue eyes. *Oh my God, he's awake.*

"Janet, he's awake."

I step back as I watch my friend check Daniel's vitals. Then she checks his pupils. I hold my breath as she asks him the questions I'm dreading.

"Alright, can you tell me your name?"

"Daniel Jackson."

"Okay, when's your birthday?"

"July 8th."

"What year is it?"

"1996."

Hearing that my eyes drop to the blankets. *God, please say he's kidding.* Looking back up into his eyes, I realize that he is being totally honest. He thinks it's 1996. Doing a quick mental calculation, I feel my eyes fill up with new tears. If he thinks the year is 1996, then to him he and I have just met.

I look at Janet, concern showing on my face. Janet has the same concerned look. What were we going to do? How do I get back the man I love? Just then, the Colonel walked in. Someone, probably Major Kawalski, told him that we found Daniel. The smile on his face disappeared at mine and Janet's expression.

"Hello Jack. What's going on? Everyone made it back from Chulak right?"

The Colonel's expression showed that he was now worried. Nodding his head to Daniel, he pulls Janet and me out of hearing range. I watch a wave of differing emotions flicker across his face.

"Doc, what's wrong with Daniel?"

"Well sir, the only answer I have is that he has amnesia."

Looking from Janet to Daniel then back to Janet, I ask. "What could have caused it?"

"A number of things, but I'm going to say the trauma he received to his head is the cause."

"Okay, so Danny got hit in the head. That's happened plenty of times without this reaction."

"Colonel, head traumas are very tricky and unpredictable."

"Janet, with amnesia shouldn't Daniel not remember anything?"

"Not necessarily, Sam. There are all kinds of cases involving amnesia."

Letting the information sink in, I feel helpless. "Janet, is there anything we can do?"

"The best advice to give is to be there for him. Try to help him remember."

Nodding my head, I look over at Daniel. His expression of concern for his team mates changed to one of worry. What must be going through his head right now? How is he going to cope with everything that has happened over the last four years? Everything he can't remember. *Oh God, Shau'ri. He thinks she's still alive.*

"Jack?..."

"Yeah, Danny?"

"What's going on? What's wrong?"

"Daniel, you think this is what year?"

"Jack, it's 1996 why?"

"Because Daniel, the year is 2000."

"It can't be."

I could see the horror and shock written all over his face. Taking a step forward, I take a seat beside his bed. His eyes dart from the Colonel to me then back to the Colonel.

"Captain Carter, please tell me that Jack is wrong."

"I can't do that, Daniel. Call me Sam. That's what you always call me."

"I do?"

"Yeah."

I smile at him. The confused look on his face brings back many pleasant memories. Sitting here, everything Janet just told us sinks in completely. It's going to take time for Daniel to remember everything. The one thing I knew was that I am going to be by his side. If it took a year to get him back, then by God I am going to be there. I watch a very confused and frightened Daniel Jackson sink back down under the covers.

"Shau'ri...Jack, if it's four years later, did I find or have I found Shau'ri and Skarra?"

I look over my shoulder at the Colonel. I can see he was dreading that question just as much as I was. I watch as he slowly makes his way to the other side of Daniel's bed. Sitting down, he takes a deep breath.

"Yeah Danny, we found them. I don't know how to tell you this.."

"Tell me what, Jack?"

"Tell you that Shau'ri is dead."

"Dead? When? How? Who killed her? Jack, tell me please!"

"It happened about 4 or 5 months ago. Um, maybe it would be better if I started back at the beginning. Do you remember what you told the kids on Abydos before we left?"

"Ah yeah, that I would go back in a year and try to bring Shau'ri with me."

"Right. A year later, you went back to Abydos with Kawalski. You found Shau'ri. She was there and she was pregnant with Apophis's child..."

"WHAT??!!"

"I know...Okay fast forward to the last 2 or 3 months. When you delivered the baby on Abydos you gave it...him to Kasuf. Amonet found out and kidnapped the Abydonians and the baby and sent him to a place called Keheb. Anyway, you talked to Kasuf and then took off for Shau'ri's tent. From what you told us...Amonet caught you in the grips of the ribbon device. At the same time Shau'ri sent you a message through the device. Daniel, Amonet was trying to kill you...but you killed her before she finished you off.."

My eyes filled with tears. Daniel looked painfully sick. He just kept shaking his head 'no.' My heart went out to him. When this actually happened, he almost didn't forgive himself. Is this going to be a repeat. Knowing Daniel, probably so.

"No, Jack. That can't be true. I would never hurt Shau'ri."

"Daniel, I know that. The problem is that Amonet was trying to kill you. You did the only thing you could. You shot her."

"And by shooting her, I killed my wife."

"Daniel, I know everything is really confusing right now, but always know that we're here for you."

Saying those words, I stretch out my hand and squeeze Daniel's. Daniel looked down at our clasped hands, then back at me. I saw a mixture of pain and curiosity in those deep blue eyes. I wish I could just come out and tell him how I feel and how I know he feels. I know deep in my heart that Daniel loves me. I just know it.

Smiling, I gently start to pull my hand away. Instead of letting go, Daniel tightened his grip. Looking from our hands to his eyes, I see desperation in them. I got the feeling that for Daniel, holding my hand was an anchor. Nodding my head in understanding, I return the squeeze. Feeling the pressure of my hand, I watch him sigh and smile at me.

Hearing the Colonel and Janet tell Daniel to get some rest, I know they were letting us be alone. Helping him settle back down under the covers, I return to my seat beside him. He lays there and closes his eyes, but I know that he won't get any sleep tonight. To my surprise, he does drift off into a restless sleep. Standing up quietly, I make my way towards the door of the infirmary. I make it about half way there when I hear Daniel mumbling. Turning around, I see that he is having a nightmare.

Walking over to him, I gently shake his shoulder. He came instantly awake. His eyes dart around the room as if to figure out where he was. His eyes finally come to rest on me. *That must have been some nightmare.* I could see all the fear he received from the nightmare on his face.

"Hey Daniel, want to talk about it?"

"There's really nothing to talk about, Capt... ah...Sam. I was having a nightmare about what Jack said I did."

"To Sha'uri?"

"Yeah."

"Is there anything I can do?"

"Yeah. You can stay with me until I fall back asleep. If you want to that is."

Smiling at him, I pull up a chair next to his bed. "Of course I want to." *I would do anything for you.* He returns my smile and reaches across the bed for my hand. Taking a hold of his hand, I give it a reassuring squeeze.

A short time later, he was once again asleep. Watching his features, I smile. It looks like this time he was going to get a peaceful sleep. Pulling my hand gently out of his, I start to stand to leave when his voice stops me.

"Sam, don't go."

Looking down at him, his eyes open to stare intently at me. Looking down at the floor, I break the eye contact and take a deep calming breath. Sitting here, I had wanted him to say those words and now that he has...I don't know what to say or do.

"Daniel, you need your rest. I'm just going to go to my quarters and get some sleep. I'll be back tomorrow." Looking into his eyes, I saw disappointment etched in them. I also saw understanding.

"I'm sorry. I should have realized it was so late. Go on and get some rest.. I'll be alright."

Nodding my head, I make my way to my room. Changing clothes, I lay down and try to relax. It's funny, when I was in the infirmary with Daniel I was very tired. Now that I'm here, I'm wide awake. Rolling over, I close my eyes. *Maybe sleep will come.*

**********************

Four days has gone by since we rescued Daniel from the alternate reality. Janet's finally decided to let Daniel out of the infirmary. The Colonel, Kawalski, and I decided it would be best for one of us to stay with Daniel for awhile. Arriving at Daniel's apartment, I knew that the Colonel was going to insist that he stay with Daniel. I couldn't blame him. Right now he and Kawalski are the only ones that Daniel truly knows. It breaks my heart to even think that, but with Daniel's amnesia, he doesn't remember the rest of us at the SGC.

Opening the door for everyone, we all make our way to Daniel's living room. Taking a seat, I place my hands in my lap and prepare for the Colonel's insistence to stay. Feeling someone's gaze on me, I look in Daniel's direction.. I see his sparkling eyes staring at me. *God, I can drown in those eyes.*

"So Daniel, feel good to be home?"

"Ah, yeah, I guess so Jack. Although I don't remember ever living here."

"Well Danny, you moved here about a year or two ago."

"If you say so."

"Yeah, well, we've been talking and since you don't remember much I'm going to stick around."

"Jack, I don't need a babysitter."

"For Crying Out Loud Daniel, who said I was going to be your babysitter?"

Smiling, I look down at the floor. I knew this was coming. Hearing a snicker to my left, I glance at Kawalski. It looks like he's having as hard of a time with his laughter as I am. Hearing someone clear his throat, Kawalski and I look up. Of course today would be one where the Colonel's humor levels equals zero. Biting my lip, I try very hard not to bust out laughing.

"Actually Jack, I want Sam to stay since you insist on someone staying."

That did the trick. The laughter was only a memory. *Did he just say he wants me to stay?*

"Let me get this straight. You want Carter here who you don't remember over me who you do remember?"

"Jack, with Sam here I may get my memory back faster."

"Really? Carter, can you please talk some sense into him?"

"Sorry sir. Daniel could be right."

"Great. Kawalski? Are you going to back me up here?"

"Well Colonel, the Captain has a point."

"How is this?"

"Well, I had an uncle once who got amnesia. He remembered my Dad but not me.. So, I spent a couple of weeks with him."

"And what happened?" This was interesting. Kawalski never talked about his family before. Not once in the four years I've known him.

"It did the trick. Something jogged his memory and he remembered everything.."

"Okay...Carter stays, but if you need anything, Daniel..."

"I know, Jack. You're a phone call away."

"Right. Alright then, come on Kawalski. We've got some fish to catch."

Smiling at Kawalski's frown, I'll have to remember to tell the Colonel how he hates to fish. Turning my attention to Daniel, I notice the slight smile on his face. *What is he up to?* Returning his smile, I try to think of something to say.

"So, are you hungry? I could fix something."

"Maybe later."

"Okay."

"I do know one thing I want to do."

"What's that?"

"Sit and talk."

Taking a seat, I listen as Daniel asks questions. I give him the honest answers because when he gets his memory back he's going to know the truth anyway.. So why hide it? We sat there and talked well into the night. I'm actually glad we didn't eat before we started talking. This whole night, I've seen his complexion become paler and paler.

I told him about everything that has happened over the last four years. I told him about Hathor, Apophis, Nem, the Nox, the Tollan, Shila, Lena, the Gamekeeper, Machello, Skarra. He seemed very happy that Skarra is now free. I told him about the foothold situation, about seeing his grandfather again, and finally about finding Sha'uri's son.

I didn't know how to tell him what happened. Of course, he deserved to know what happened. As I start telling him, his eyes start to sparkle. I smile as I tell him how he was able to control fire, not to mention make things move. He started to laugh when I told him about how he mentally lifted the Colonel's gun and pointed it at him. It's funny now but at the time...the Colonel wasn't too happy.

"So, Sam...what happened to the boy?"

"Well, the alien who was protecting him let you have him."

"Really? Well, where is he?"

"Well, when you disappeared Janet took him. But now that you're home, I don't see why you can't take him back. To be totally honest, he looks like you.."

"Well,...could we go tomorrow and get him and bring him home?"

"Sure."

"Great...um...do I have a room for him...?"

Smiling, I motion for him to follow me. "Yeah, this way." Walking down his hallway like it was my own, I take him to the room he and I worked on. Turning on the light, I smile as the memories come flooding back.

"Sam, thank you so much for helping me with this."

"No problem, Daniel. That's what friends are for."

"Sam, we're more than friends."

"Really, what are we?" I start laughing as little Michael decided now was the time to spray his adoptive father as he tried to change his diaper. I'm still laughing when the phone rings.

"Ah, can you get that?"

"Yeah...Hello, Daniel Jackson's residence. Colonel...yes sir, we're on our way. Putting the phone down, I know we won't get to continue this conversation. "Daniel, we got to go. Something big is up at the base."

Pulling myself out of my thoughts, I feel a gentle hand on my shoulder. Looking up, I see Daniel's concerned eyes staring back at me. Without saying a word, he reaches up and wipes away the tears on my face. *When did I start crying?*

"Sam, what's wrong?"

"Nothing...I was just remembering."

"Was the memory that bad?"

"What? Oh no, it wasn't a bad memory...I just got upset remembering."

"Want to talk about it?"

"No, but thanks anyway."

"No problem. Well, I don't know about you but I'm a bit tired."

Smiling, I take his hand, shut off the light, and lead him to his room. He walks into the room, returning my smile as a 'thank you.' "Goodnight Daniel.."

"Goodnight Sam."

He quietly closed the door, and I made my way back to the front of the apartment. After making sure everything was locked up, I made my way to the guest room. *Maybe those extra night clothes are still in the drawer.* Luckily they were.

Changing quickly, I crawled into the soft bed. Laying here, I remember the first time I stayed in this room. It was the day Sha'uri died. Daniel had been devestated. I insisted that I stay with him that night. He insisted that he didn't need anyone there. Finally after a big argument, Daniel gave up and agreed to let me stay.

Rolling over, I close my eyes. *This is getting harder each time I have to do this. He may have amnesia, but can't he see what he is doing to me? Can't he see how much I love him?* Turning back over onto my back, I let out an agravated sigh. The next thing I hear is a terrified scream from down the hallway. Not even worrying about my clothes, I get up and run to Daniel's room.

Opening the door, I see Daniel sitting up rocking himself. Walking over to the bed, I sit down. He looks up at me with an expression that breaks my heart. It's an expression of being lost.

"Daniel...Do you want to talk about it?"

"It's hard to explain."

"Okay, do you want some coffee?"

"No..I'm going to try and get some sleep."

"Okay." Standing up, I start to make my way to his door.

"Sam?"

"Yeah."

"Will you stay with me?"

Turning around to look at him, I see that he has pulled the covers back. My breath quickens and my heart starts beating faster. *Calm down Carter. He just needs some security.* Taking a deep calming breath, I walk back over to the bed. I lay down in the spot he has open for me. Letting go of the breath I seem to be holding, I begin to relax against his body.

Minutes pass like hours laying here with my body pressed against the man I love. Very slowly, I feel his hand and arm snake around my waist. As he pulls me closer to him, he lays his head against mine. A short time later, I feel his breath even out in sleep. Turning over the easiest way I can, I come face to face with him. Seeing that I didn't wake him, I gently lean foward. Taking a deep breath, I do what I've been wanting to do from the very begining..

I kiss him softly on the lips. In an instant he's awake. As he stares at me, I see his confused look change. Being unable to read his expression, I'm shocked as he lowers his head. He kisses me with a ferece passion I haven't known in a very long time.

After the initial shock, the first thing I notice is how soft his lips are. He kisses me deeply as he slowly runs his tounge over my lips seeking entrance. Unable to take the tourcher any longer, I yield to him. As his tounge touches mine, I feel something I can only discribe as lightning run through my body.

The Sensation is incrediable to say the least. Running my fingers through his hair, I hold him in place against my lips. Minutes pass and we finally break apart from our exploration to catch our breaths. Laying here in his arms, I feel as ease and conforted.

"Sam, you okay?"

"Yeah, I'm fine. You?"

"Yeah, I'm good."

Smiling, I nod my head then bury it in his neck and chest. *If I die tonght....I'll die happy.*

***********************

Several months have gone by, and in that time, Daniel and I have gotten closer. SG-1 has gone on many missions in that time. The more missions we go on the more Daniel acts like himself. Daniel has finally asked me to marry him. A question I thought he would never ask.

He's a great father as well. Seeing him with Sha'uri's son who Daniel named Michael Jonathan Jackson, I see a love that shines in his eyes. I've never seen a man as caring and forgiving as Daniel. I guess that's why I love him so much. I know deep down we both will make wonderful parents when the time comes. For now, Michael is our son to raise.

Sitting here in my wedding dress, I wait for Dad to arrive. It seems the Tok'ra have been busy with the Goa'uld. That's something else I'm happy about.. Daniel is starting to remember things. He remembered that I was a host to Jolinar for a short time. Hearing the Gate activate, I make my way down to greet my Dad.

"Hey, Sam."

"Hey, Dad. Have a nice trip?"

"Same as usual. So, is my baby girl ready?"

Smiling brightly, I nod my head. "Yeah Dad."

"Good."

"Hello Jacob."

Looking over my shoulder, I watch as General Hammond walks into the room. He stretches out his hand and shakes Dad's. I'm really glad that these two are close friends. It helps since I'm in the military.

"George, it's good to see you again."

"Likewise, Jacob."

Leaving the gateroom, the three of us make our way to the cafeteria. Daniel and I had decided to have the wedding on the base. Everyone from the SGC was here not to mention Katherine, Ernest, and Cassandra. Arriving at our designated place, General Hammond parted ways.

I smile at the thought of the General marrying Daniel and myself. If it hadn't been for him, I wouldn't be marrying Daniel. What with regulations and all. But like he told me one day, I wasn't going to be happy until I married Daniel. To be honest that statement is true.

Hearing the music cueing our entrance, I pull myself back to reality. Walking through the doors and down the isle, I feel every eye on me. Some people had the look of happiness, and some had the look of jealousy. Standing in front of the General with Daniel beside me, I feel Dad place my hand in Daniel's. Kissing Dad quickly on the cheek, I turn my attention to the General and the ceremony.

Thirty minutes later, I become Mrs. Daniel Jackson. This is the best day of my life. Looking at my husband, I can tell he is happy as well. After the ceremony, we all make a mad dash for the food. Taking our seats, the Colonel stands up with his glass.

"Well, since I'm the best man, I guess it's time for me to say something."

Smiling, I take Daniel's hand in mine. He returns my smile, then looks at the Colonel. Watching Daniel, I see he is as curious as I am as to what the Colonel is going to say.

"Let's see...Hell, I can't think of anything. So I'll just borrow a quote from someone we all know and love. 'The SGC may be the single most important human endeavor for the future of mankind.' If it hadn't been for Daniel, none of us would have ever met. So, I say thank you. Thanks for being so smart."

At that everyone started laughing. Looking at Daniel, my smile froze. Something was wrong. His expression told me as much. He was frowning instead of smiling.

"Daniel, what's wrong?"

"Oh God, Sam. Everything is wrong."

With that he stood up and walked out of the room. Getting worried, I excuse myself and follow him. Spotting him down the hall, I quickly catch up to him.

"Daniel, what do you mean? What's wrong?"

He stops walking and turns to me. His expression is filled with so much pain. How could this happy day suddenly turn so upsetting for him?

"I remember everything. The last four years of my life. Everything."

"Okay. Then why are you so upset?"

"Because I don't belong here."

"What?! What do you mean?"

"Just that, Sam. This isn't my reality."

"How can you say that?"

"Sam, in my reality...You're a Major, Kawalski is dead, SG-1 has a Jaffa as a member, um...Michael isn't here with me...Should I go on?"

I feel the tears well up in my eyes. This isn't my Daniel. *Oh God what am I going to do?* Standing here, I realize I'm going to lose him again. I know I am. He wouldn't be happy here. Not like he would where he belongs. "Well, I guess that means you're leaving me."

"I'm sorry, Sam. This isn't my home. As much as you love me, I'm sure your Daniel is doing everything he can to get home."

I had to agree with him there. "I'm sure he is. So, when are you leaving?"

Looking up, I could see how this whole situation is affecting him. He looks as upset as I do. He drops his head and closes his eyes.

"Really the sooner I leave the better for everyone. Sam...I'm so sorry that I'm not your Daniel. God, how I wish I was."

Nodding my head, I quietly take off my wedding ring. "I understand, Daniel. Take this, maybe your Sam will marry you." He smiles, then his smile turns into a frown.

"She probably wants to marry Jack."

"Well, if she's anything like me she wants you. Have a good life, Daniel and always remember I love you."

"I will."

Pushing him in the direction of the storage room, I make my way back to the party. I think this is going to be really hard on the Colonel. Waiting a few minutes, I give Daniel the time he needs to go home. Closing my eyes, I let the tears fall freely down my face.

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Sitting here is torture on not only me but also the Colonel and Teal'c. It's been four months and four days since the mission through the quantum mirror. The version the Colonel gave is after he and Teal'c helped Dr. Samantha Carter and Major Kawalski they went back to the storage room. They were surprised to find a group of Jaffa laying dead on the floor.

The Colonel said he and Teal'c couldn't find Daniel. It was as if he disappeared into thin air. After days went by without any word, I finally figured it out that he went through the mirror. The big question is why? Why did he go through to the wrong reality? And why hasn't he come home?

Sighing, I pull myself out of my lonely thoughts and stare at the mirror. That's when I see a flicker. *Could it be?* "Alright people stand ready." Keeping my eyes on the mirror, I stand ready as it activates. Holding up my rifle, I aim it as the reflection clears. Seeing the person standing there, I immediately lower my gun.

*Daniel.*

I smile and step close to the mirror. It's weird seeing him in a black tux. * I wonder what was going on?* He looks down at my uniform and smiles. Looking down myself, I read what it says. 'Major.' Looking up confused, all I see are his sparkling blue eyes. He reaches out to touch the mirror then stops and turns around.

"Daniel!!"

"Jack."

"Daniel, what are you doing?"

"I'm going home where I belong."

"Where you belong! Danny, you belong here with your wife and son. That's where you belong."

"Jack, you don't understand..."

"What do I not understand? You are Daniel Jackson."

"Yes Jack, but this isn't my reality."

"Daniel, do you know what your doing to Carter? Actually, I should say Jackson now."

"Yes....I'm sorry that I'm hurting her, but I don't belong here."

I watch as Daniel moves to the left of the mirror. I gasp as I see who he is talking to. Standing here, I watch Daniel motion to the mirror. In that same instant the Colonel, *I guess he's a Colonel,* looks at me through the mirror.

"Jack, that's where I belong. She's my Sam. Maybe one day your Daniel will make it home."

Releasing the breath I didn't know I was holding, I see the sad look in Jack O'Neill's eyes. Seeing Daniel standing there about to leave must be killing him. If only he knew what this waiting was doing to me.

"Alright Daniel...I see your point. It doesn't mean I have to like the idea.."

"I know, Jack."

Daniel slowly turned around handing the mirror device to Jack. He looked over his shoulder one last time, then touched the mirror. As he appeared on my side, I reached up and threw my arms around his neck. Hugging him for all he was worth, I didn't notice the mirror being quietly turned off.

Feeling strong arms around me, I smile. *He's home.* Hearing people leave, I realize the soldiers were leaving us alone. I know it is time to let him go, but for the life of me, I can't.

"Daniel, I'm glad you're finally home."

"Me too, Sam. Teal'c is in this reality isn't he?"

Laughing, I nod my head. Hearing his own laughter is music to my ears. Feeling his hands gently touch my face, I look up to catch the twinkle in his eyes. Opening my mouth to ask a question I never get out since Daniel brought his lips to mine.

The initial shock quickly faded as electricity surged through my body. Letting instinct take over I, wrap my arms tightly around his neck. Sliding my tongue along his lips seeking entrance. With a groan of satisfaction, I slide my tongue into his warm mouth.

Tasting him for the first time leaves a craving inside of me. A deep, dark hunger that would never be filled. Breaking the kiss, we both catch our breath. About the same time the Colonel and Teal'c walks into the room.

"Daniel, it's about time you got home. What took you so long and why are you wearing a tux?"

"Well Jack, it's a long story. I'll explain it all to you after the wedding.."

"Wedding? What wedding? Whose wedding?"

"Mine."

"To whom?"

He looks down at me smiling. When he mentioned a wedding I knew whose he was talking about and I wasn't complaining. This had to be the best day of my life.

"To Sam."

"Since when?"

"Since right now, Jack."

"Daniel, you know just as well as I do Hammond isn't going to go for this."

"Oh I have a feeling he won't mind."

Hearing an 'Oh For Crying Out Loud ,' I start laughing. The day I've been wanting to happen is finally happening. Stretching up, I kiss Daniel deeply again. It's a kiss I know I'll keep receiving for a very long time.